Nope. Last time it took two months. I shouldn’t complain, this is only the first month. I’m not really sad but….it would have been nice to get my way. See that’s what I get for thinking that I could plan this. It will happen when its supposed to. I’m not in charge and its not about me or my timing. I should tell myself that over and over until I understand it, accept it, believe it. I should just shut up and enjoy myself.
Oh, one of my Div school cohorts asked me if I was crazy (for trying to get pregnant). She asked me how I would do it with school and all. I nodded in agreement in regard to the being crazy and then I told her something like this:
I don’t know but I’ll tell you what I do know.
I will be 37 in October.
She immediately understood and said, “Okay.”
You know? I was pretty sure that that age answer would work on people….well, it worked on her anyway….
Shout out to my cousin Angie. I hope she comments on this one.